Rage

What started as a good day has currently gone to shit now.

Went in to town with Jenny and Jess, which was okay I guess.

Supposed to be seeing Paul tonight and the idiot doesn't text me back or answer his fucking phone.

Wtf is up with that.

Seriously.

Why do guys that I like all have problems with replying to texts.

Stupid me.

Stupid fucked situation.

God I feel really low now.

I put off shopping because he was supposed to be coming down.

Haven't eaten today.

Cut last night. Just 'cause.

Sitting in now. About to do the ironing.

Considering going to the doctors to get this Bipolar seen to but it might be too late to do anything.

And if it isn't too late, then the effects of the medication could be more drastic.

Being 18 and everything.